The sun may have set on a life you once knew but don't let that stop you from having a better life.
It is well into the summer holidays and my child is away with my ex and ex-friend! Grrrhhhh!!
I absolutely hate it knowing that she is away with both of them. I can cope with her being with my ex but with my ex-friend! I can't even begin to express how angry that makes me feel. I have truly had to bite my lip and try and put it out of my mind.
Therefore, with my child not being here I have had to keep myself busy. Work has been my main distraction! I do quite enjoy my job so that helps. However, with me now being the sole bread winner I am now more than grateful that I have a job. I won't moan about it at all. Without it I would be sunk. It's also made me realise that I need to be positive now about what I have and what I need to achieve. I need to buy us a home. How I'm going to do that on a single wage is going to be difficult but I am absolutely determined to do it. Basically, I feel I have no choice but to achieve this. I owe it to my child and to myself.